Ang "Sinabi" at "Hindi Nasabi"
"Ito at isang napakadaling intindihin na operasyon, Jig" Wika ng binata. "Parang hindi nga ito operasyon e"
Tumingin ang dalaga sa sahig kung saan nakahilata ang mga paa ng mesa.
"Alam kong hindi ka maaabala nito, Jig. Di naman talaga ito kawalan. Para lamang mahanginan ito."
Hindi nagsalita ang dalaga.
"Hahatid kita at sasamahan kita sa lahat ng oras. Hahayaan lang nilang mahanginan ito at magiging mabuti na ang lahat."
"At ano naman ang susunod nating gawin pagkatapos?"
"Magiging maayis tayo pagkatapos noon. Katulad nang dati."
"Paano mo ito nasabi?"
"Yun lamang ang bumabagabag sa atin. Yun lang ang nakapagpalungkot sa atin."
Nakatingin ang dalaga sa kurtina, nilabas ang kanyang kamay at hinimas ang dalawa sa mga butil.
"At sa tingin mo ba, matapos nito magiging maayos at masaya tayo?"
"Nakatitiyak ako, Hindi mo kailangang matakot. Marami akong kakilalang taong isinagawa na ito."
"Ako rin," Sabi ng dalaga. "At matapos nito lahat sila ay masaya."
"Bueno," wika ng binata, "Kung hindi mo gusto, di mo kailangan itong gawin. Di ko nanaising isagawa mo ito kung hindi mu ito gusto. Pero alam ko'y ito ay madaling unawain."
"At talagang gusto mo?"
"Sa palagay ko ito ang mainam na gawin. Pero ayokong gawin mo ito kung ayaw mo talaga."
"At kung ipinagpatuloy ko, magiging masaya ka at magiging maayos ang lahat at mamahalin mo ako?"
"Mahal kita ngayon, Alam mong mahal talaga kita."
"Oo, Pero pag ipinagpatuloy ko, edi magiging maayos ulit kung sinabi kong ang mga bagay ay parang mga puting elepante, at magugustuhan mo ito?"
"Magugustuhan ko talaga ito. Gusto ko nito, pero di ko ito di ko ito maisip. Alam mo naman kung ano ang nangyayari sakin pag nagaalala ako."
"Pag ginawa ko ito, di kana magaalala?"
"Di ako magaalala dahil napakalinaw nitong intindihin."
"Edi gagawin ko ito. Dahil wala akong pakialam sa aking sarili."
"Anung ibig mung sabihin?" "Wala akong pakialam sa aking sarili."
"Kase, inaalala kita."
"Oh, Oo. Pero wala akong pakialam sa aking sarili. At gagawin ko ito at maayos na ang lahat."
"Ayokong gawin mo ito kung ganyang ang nararamdaman mo."
They were thinking of getting an abortion.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
The alternate blog : Boys, Manly stuff, Doodles.
This post is now about the opposite of Girls, Games, Anime.
but its just a title, Ima give you an insight on what's really going on:
Modern age, made men assholes and now women are slowly getting our butts kicked without exception.
For instance, the way men treat women is popularized by the old age where we "manly" figurines tend to overpower women in ever righteous way.
A classical example is when we get the idea that women are only good for 70 things, sandwich and 69. That in mind, it became automatic that we still are racists not in race but in gender.
In gaming, women are least vigilant among players since boys are the real addicts of the gaming industry. As an added bonus, boys are more likely to cheat in most games rather than girls, given the fact that girls don;t even know how to cheat in-game. So likely, we can relate this to real life where you are more likely to cheat on your girlfriend than the other way around. Why? Girls are sensitive, mushy, soft and clingy not like boys which are aggressive, tough, hard and easily diverted to other delicious women.
Girls are definitely attention-bounded more than men. In simpler terms, we like hot, sexy, delicious girls bodies more than women who like those abs and those biceps, but it adds the "hooking-up-with-her" factor in men.An example is, when boys pass by hot girls (in our school some are Korean) we tend to overlook at their awesome curves and great shape! yep, gotta admit it! they're so cute no doubt about that! But on the other hand, girls are not likely to overlook but when they do it only means that they are reassuring if that guy really is hunky, else they wont care.
"Boys will be boys..." Ahh, last but not the least... We will never change and that's just fine with us coz ofcourse, it's a boy thing. We can never understand a complex girl's mind but we can understand her body.
That's about it! This post is just about how us boys suck at everything boring and how girls fill the gaps between our flaws, thank you girls! especially the kind ones! :) No Offense!
but its just a title, Ima give you an insight on what's really going on:
Modern age, made men assholes and now women are slowly getting our butts kicked without exception.
For instance, the way men treat women is popularized by the old age where we "manly" figurines tend to overpower women in ever righteous way.
A classical example is when we get the idea that women are only good for 70 things, sandwich and 69. That in mind, it became automatic that we still are racists not in race but in gender.
In gaming, women are least vigilant among players since boys are the real addicts of the gaming industry. As an added bonus, boys are more likely to cheat in most games rather than girls, given the fact that girls don;t even know how to cheat in-game. So likely, we can relate this to real life where you are more likely to cheat on your girlfriend than the other way around. Why? Girls are sensitive, mushy, soft and clingy not like boys which are aggressive, tough, hard and easily diverted to other delicious women.
Girls are definitely attention-bounded more than men. In simpler terms, we like hot, sexy, delicious girls bodies more than women who like those abs and those biceps, but it adds the "hooking-up-with-her" factor in men.An example is, when boys pass by hot girls (in our school some are Korean) we tend to overlook at their awesome curves and great shape! yep, gotta admit it! they're so cute no doubt about that! But on the other hand, girls are not likely to overlook but when they do it only means that they are reassuring if that guy really is hunky, else they wont care.
Here's some visual examples :
As you can see, another opposite is attention hahaha... and one more is the level of Common Sense among men, we have INTELLIGENCE. The problem is how we use it and women tend to use it better except when it comes to love. Men are better lovers than women no doubt about that.
Ohh, and yep... Women really are HOTTER. That's is why we should thank God for women who make us very happy every now and then!"Boys will be boys..." Ahh, last but not the least... We will never change and that's just fine with us coz ofcourse, it's a boy thing. We can never understand a complex girl's mind but we can understand her body.
That's about it! This post is just about how us boys suck at everything boring and how girls fill the gaps between our flaws, thank you girls! especially the kind ones! :) No Offense!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
A story rewritten : "Dead Men's Path" by Chinua Achebe
In my jurisdiction, the Igbo culture and the Filipino culture weaves together perfectly in term of being colonized and being ripped off of their freedom. Although, in relation to the story, the Africans were mere desecrated on their culture, their vast culture. One of which was disrespected by school headmaster. His view was on the efficiency of the transportation not the values of which these natives have kept for so many years.
In the Philippines, we have similar writers such as Jose Rizal, Francisco Balagtas and many more that speak of such like what Achebe wrote about. They aim for freedom, the thought of their own culture, their own lives, given before them along their hands. They focused on the rude culture of the conquerors. The sick mistreatment of such disrespectful gentlemen, whom they claim to have been our masters. Even up to know, this mistreatment is carried up to history and is now distinguished by racism. An act of superior stupidity of "masters" onto unslaved slaves. (free men)
In the story, I felt really familiar with how they were treated, leveled and thought of. Somehow, the time when they were mistreated like this was similar to the time where a revolt took place in my country. This was when we rose up against the conquerors, and defied the odds stacked against us.We were influenced by literature and events that took place afterwards. Our culture was preserved throughout the years of colonization and was put to use. The undisputed bravery of a true Filipino fought in the revolution. This is what the Africans did, but in a way that transparent blood was shed not scarlet drips. In the story, culture was always above slavery.
In the Philippines, we have similar writers such as Jose Rizal, Francisco Balagtas and many more that speak of such like what Achebe wrote about. They aim for freedom, the thought of their own culture, their own lives, given before them along their hands. They focused on the rude culture of the conquerors. The sick mistreatment of such disrespectful gentlemen, whom they claim to have been our masters. Even up to know, this mistreatment is carried up to history and is now distinguished by racism. An act of superior stupidity of "masters" onto unslaved slaves. (free men)
In the story, I felt really familiar with how they were treated, leveled and thought of. Somehow, the time when they were mistreated like this was similar to the time where a revolt took place in my country. This was when we rose up against the conquerors, and defied the odds stacked against us.We were influenced by literature and events that took place afterwards. Our culture was preserved throughout the years of colonization and was put to use. The undisputed bravery of a true Filipino fought in the revolution. This is what the Africans did, but in a way that transparent blood was shed not scarlet drips. In the story, culture was always above slavery.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
The Story of an Hour by Kate Chopin
The story depicts the life of Mrs. Mallard after her husband's death. At first, widowed women would have been devestated at the news of one's death of her husband, and that's what she did. She mourned and then after she isolated herself from the view of the world. Once alone with herself she felt free. Never had she felt the grip of shackles beneath her legs. Entwined with serenity she was at the top of the tree of freedom. The feeling of having oneself to oneself. She is a widow, but a free widow, she is.
But to her dismay, her husband was safe and unharmed. After she has found out about it, she died of unseemingly overflowing joy. she died because of joy generally. The joy she felt after viewing her unharmed husband, gave her the finishing blow to her life. Because she grew weak and weary her body did not take the news easily therefore, to an unfortunate expense, she dies.
The author may have changed her identification from Mrs. Mallard to Louise because the author may have wanted to denote her relationship status or her indication of freedom.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Something about : "The Use of Force By W.C Williams"
My reaction on “The Use of Force
By W.C. Williams”
I did not like the story, mainly because it did not spark any interest and catch my attention, but it did manage to get my curiosity. When I was reading the first page, I looked at boredom in the eye. I was reading every sentence in my head, trying to get mesmerized by this short story. But as soon as I got the last bit of the first page there, it got me. My curiosity got hooked on the result of this struggle. Who would win the doctor or the brat?
The kid was suffering from a sore throat, fever and I think cold and coughing? I do not remember it word for word but I did know how she fought over getting her throat checked up. Hiding that sore throat for three days at least? With the risks of dying was on the line. The doctor was persevering; he was determined to get that throat checked. Thus, the epic battle between clashing teeth and a wooden spoon began, and afterwards only the spoon emerged as the victor.
I never really realized retaliation in my life as I have grown old. I didn’t expect me to remember that I was back then, as spoiled as this kid but what I have came through the years made me end up where I am now, spoiled with responsibility. One particular event that I remember was when I wanted a toy. I would always get grumpy and do crazy stuff just to get that car or something. But the difference is that I win.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Featured Anime/Manga Series FTW : Kimi no iru machi
I'd recommend you to read suzuka first before this one but if you want to be spoiled... read this before suzuka :P
The story is about a young boy who is an aspiring chef that fell inlove with a girl that moved into their house. Months later, the girl moved out only to study in her own hometown, there she dumped the boy for her childhood friend who was about to die. After the tragedy, they never saw each other again.
Its better if you really read suzuka first but I featured this one first becoz I'm done with suzuka.
Next week, maybe then I'd put up Suzuka one of my favorite manga yey!
ohh, here are some characters:
Here's Haruto:
Then Yuzuki Eba :
Takashi (Haruto's Friend) :
Akari :
Kanzaki :
Asuka :
yeah mostly its girls, The manga has semi-erotic and soft nude scenes that make it enjoyable (for me) to read. its practically leisureable! and is a must read hehehe..
Overall This one gets 4.5 out of 5 from me!
Note: The other .5 is becoz its still not finished :D
Trivia : The creator of Kimi no iru machi is the same as the one who made Suzuka... So if you think Suzuka is great then this is a prequel! :))
Have fun reading!!
Here's a quick link :
And do remember that the Manga is 18+ so click the I agree button ;)
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Featured game FTW : Metal Gear Solid : Peace Walker
Man, I know this got released some months ago.. but its a fuzz at our college... heck even I got addicted to it and i dont even has a psp!! :DD
so here it is, the legend of all stealth and bad-ass, snake-eating, neck-breaking, ass-kicking and downright awesome game. The latest of the Metal gear franchise...
Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker (メタルギアソリッド ピースウォーカー Metaru Gia Soriddo Pīsu Wōkā) is a video game produced by Konami and Kojima Productions that was released for the PlayStation Portable in 2010. Peace Walker is the fifth Metal Gear title for the PSP, although it is only the second to be considered part of the series' main canon, following Metal Gear Solid: Portable Ops. It is also the first game in the series for a portable platform to be directed by series' creator Hideo Kojima. Peace Walker's original title wasMetal Gear Solid 5: Peace Walker. The development team that worked on Peace Walker is as large as the team that worked on Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots.
A little preview of the different costumes and awesome camouflages in-game. /swt
hahaha I like the rathalos and tigrex comstumes becoz they always remind me of MH :)
You can play co-op missions and a versus ops where you go head to head with another player...
do or die... Rocket launcher vs Stun rod. :))
And of course... this blog ain't for men without wo-men in it... so please welcome, the hot girls in bikinis in-game! woooo!!! besides we cant's spell metal gear solid peace walker with out b-i-k-i-n-i in it...
Paz Ortega
Amanda
Cecile
Strangelove
WOOT!!! Sweet!! Now here's how to top it all off... A bikini show!! yey!!
Hahahaha, good game, hot babes, awesome graphics, stealthy guns, explosions, rocket launcher and more.
MTS : Peace Walker is a must buy and a rating of 4.6 out of 5!!
Enjoy the game!!
/gg
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